Pam is sick with a horrible cough!!  It is a hacking cough and she can't get the mucous out.  It is horrible.  I had to work last night.  It is always scary when I come home to see how josh handled the nIght. He takes it out on me if it is a rough night.  The feeling I get when I come home is fierce.  I try not ask him how the night was because I can feel it in his presence if it was a good one or not.  I understand the fatigue or feeling of no sleep working night shift.  Anyone who doesn't get sleep are not their best self.  We keep waiting for Pam to get easier and sleep better and it hasn't happened yet.  It will.  It will.  Meanwhile endure with patience and love is best.