Pamela is growing up too fast.  I am so grateful for her.  She is beautiful.  I am feeling overwhelmed with trying to share all the love I want to with my boys.  I feel like most of my focus is the newborn pam.  I don't feel like I am giving Joan enough attention .  This is difficult for me because I love to give love.  I love my boy so much!  I feel like I am yelling at them more than I am giving love.  I need to figure it out so I can give more love.  Today we went to the splash pad with KELLI and her kids.  It was fun!!  

Today

Pamela is getting so big.  She still keeps us up and screams.  We are trying to get her used to josh for when I go back to work.  She has taken a few bottles.  Nicole Abbott stopped by this evening.  We knew each other in Florida.  She was so kind to come see us.  She brought Pam some girl toys!  We had good conversation.  Berke and Heath love to fight over who gets to hold Pamela.  They love Legos and always want mom to help build a Lego city.  Heath loves to go play with friends.  Thru love their friend Isaac next door.  Berke is very motivated to plant basketball.  I make them shoot ten hoops before they get to play video games. They are valiant at this.  I love my family.  

Bows

Pictures from Independence Day 2014

Polka dot love

July 5, 2014

Happy 4th of July!  I used to be do good at writing in a journal and realized I am not anymore, so I decided I need to get back to blogging faithfully. Yesterday wasp much fun!  We stated the day early by running a 5k.  It was Josh's 1st one and he did great.  We then went to the Clearfield parade and rushed over to the kaysville parade. Then we went swimming at Mj's, a BBQ at my sister's apt, and then fireworks at fisher park in Clearfield.  We had a blast!  We had not had this much fun on the 4th in years.  Berke thought the parade was fireworks.  Heath wanted to carry a stick to all the venues. He did not injure anyone.  Heath did not want to wear his flag t shirt.  He is so picky with what he wears.  Tonight we are doing fireworks with Jennifer and daran & their family.   Little Pamela is getting big.  She slept most the day yesterday.  She has a little cold she got from her brother.  She grunts so much when she tries to change positions.  She is a screamer!!  We love her so.  The boys always want to hold her.  We are loving our house in West Point!